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Understanding the Journey
I started Finding Her Crown with the aim of encouraging anyone who desires the full life of freedom and purpose God has for every believer. I thought I was saved. I thought when the trumpet sounded on the last day, I would be whisked away into the presence of God whole and complete.
Well, I thought wrong. The reality was that, although I had believed and received Christ, I was living a life that did not please God. Despite my strong desires to live a life of holiness, I felt bound to my filthy lifestyle and struggled to break free. I loved the Lord, served in His church and witnessed about Him, but I still did not have the capacity to obey and please him. This contradiction left me depressed. At a point, I began confessing and touting every week as the week of my freedom from the bondage of sin.
Eventually, I got stuck in a place of verbal confessions with no real power of the Holy Spirit to break loose from this life of sin and perversion. I had used up all the natural wisdom, advice and determination I could garner to escape this life of perpetual sin, yet to no avail. At times, it seemed like my self-effort was working, only to end up in another sinful quagmire. This whole back and forth with sin would continue for years. I began to wonder if I would ever be free from this loop. In the midst of all these struggles and failures, I never thought to pray for deliverance. I assumed that since God knew I wanted to be free, that should be enough to secure my liberty. I did not realize that I had to fight and pray my way out.
Overwhelmed and at my wits’ end, I began to pray. In prayer, I admitted to God, my part in the sinful lifestyle I lived; I admitted to Him, my helplessness and my need for Him to rescue me. At that point, I knew I needed a supernatural touch of God to deliver me from this bondage. Now regardless of all these contention with sin, I knew I had the calling of God upon life.
So I promised God that if He saved me I would surrender my life to him. I said to God ‘‘whatever you want me to do, I'll do it, wherever you send me, I'll go, and whomever you want me to be with, I'll be with." I remember I prayed this prayer over and over again for days and weeks. As I prayed, I began looking for the clues God would leave me. I followed very nudge and listened to every prompt of God because my life depended on it. Not before long, I got connected to a powerful woman of God. This where my life would take a drastic turn unto the path of freedom and deliverance. The woman of God gave me some prophecies that confirmed all the Lord had been telling me my entire life.
My exact moment of deliverance came when she laid hands on me, and prayed. In an instant I was made brand new. The chains of bondage broke and the undoing of many years of filth began. I saw my old life for what it truly was; death waiting to happen. After that day, I turned my back on the life filth and never looked back. I could never be the same again. Immediately, I changed everything around me. I continued to seek the Lord in prayer, and heeded to sound biblical counsel. Since then, I can now embrace each day with the joy and assurance of a complete freedom and deliverance.
The message I seek to convey with my testimony is a clarion call to all believers to surrender to God, fully and wholly. The time is now for believers must make the decision to seek God and Him only. Enough is enough. God is calling His beloved home back into the fold. My prayer is that you will hear the voice of the Shepard calling you back.